It's not the particular issue that gets me upset, but I've realized that what really upsets me is reading the stories of people who leave the church because they were hurt by individual church members for one reason or another. I am by no means an innocent party. I've not loved or listened or cared as I should have. I have friends who have left the church (and consequently Jesus) for one reason or another.
I also have held the opinion that those people should "just get over it" and come back. Sarah Bessey's post and a handful of others have helped me to see that it's not so easy. It requires grace to forgive. And trust me, I know forgiveness requires some help from something outside ourselves. Still asking for this help myself.
I don't think that I could adequately express my heart over it in this space...it's much messier than these words...I've hit the delete button a lot. Here's the thing: I'm sorry. I am so sorry that you have been hurt. I've always heard people say that hurt[adj] people hurt[v] other people. And it's so true.
And now I point you to Him who binds up the brokenhearted and will wipe all tears.

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