1) I took a nap on a bench today. I soaked up some serious vitamin D. it was amazing.
2) Do you really want something if you refuse to look at other options? What happens if you have your mind set on a certain future and other options seem so dreary in comparison because you have imagined yourself so much in that particular place? Do you really want it if something similar comes along and you refuse to glance? What happens then? This is a good bit scary.
Yes. scary. I leave this post on this unsettling feeling. What to do now???